its fine as long as they do it before I finish typing my response…. :)

Sounds like it should be reversed but no..just no :P

Speaking of happiness, where’s my ipod :/

I’m in a bit of a fustrated mood this gloomy wednesday morning. I started my classes on monday but thats not whats fustrating me. In fact, thats keeping me focused. Whats yanking my tail is that the days are full of sarcastic, undertoned, and sometimes downright, fucked up ways people talk and act toward each other. On New Years Eve, Matt and I came to the conclusion that It had something to do with it being the year of the dragon and personality was peeking its head into the observable world again. Now I just know that people are dicks to each other and although they dont mean harm (except for some cases), they’re pushing people apart. I have just one cig left after contemplating this for so long.

Asides from the odd way people are changing, I find that I’m changing too. In the sense that I need to start voicing myself again. I’ve let other people be the speakers for me when in groups that dont require me to actually speak and I’ve been down quite a road using that method of research. Never getting in trouble but there have been instances where things got out of hand but with the way things are turning, I have to start talking again and help avoid the pointless and sticky situations this group tends to get in. I’ve sat back for long enough and now That I’m fairly certain I know what I’m talking about when I open my mouth, I’ve no choice but to speak up. Otherwise, I’d get left in the background and although watching things from the outside is fun, sometimes you have to realize that you can control those situations as well. This will be an even greater reward when the world is 4th dimensional.

Namaste!

yeah…I feel like a damn shame right now and I have no clue as to why That fits the emotion. Anyways, Goodnight tumblr. See ya whenever I come back from the outside world.